They also know that I am a piece of black mass of carbon hong kong new territories tour, but they want the charcoal can turn into coal in the future. If can turn into gold, they also hope. But they also know that this is not possible. And I also know that I not only cannot become a shiny gold, even will not be a coal. I'm just a piece of black mass of carbon.
 
Now of I, more like a river, they are my altar built DAMS, thought my passion can stop. But, I know, this river will pile up, in the end, will eventually overflow dam, even washed out the dam. At that time, the waves...
 
For a long time, I have been a problem troubling: I learn not to tired because I was tired so lead to learn bad? Depending on the time and mood, I sometimes think because learn bad so tired, sometimes feel so learn bad because tired of learning soho serviced apartment. If objective, perhaps a bit of both: because learn bad so tired, because I, in turn, tired so much more to learn bad, thus formed a vicious circle. But people often is a subjective thing, like if the subjective view, I feel disgusted with me because so learn bad. I had a think glory days, but then why learn not good? Then explained by tired and can not convince yourself, because I think I study now, I am also very willing to do!
 
Until again read lu xun's "diary of a madman, only thought of a word to describe me: rabbit timidity. However, careful thought, this point also not too perfect. Because the rabbit in the case of no danger also dare to come out for food. But I don't have any dangerous, instead have a plenty of opportunities, but willing to they build in their own hole, starve to death froze to death also don't want to come out for food. So, I would have more timid than the rabbit.
 
But why I tired apartments for rent in hk? In their view, learning is a promising thing, to a better life in the future! They all regret not study well! They also say that I will regret in the future! Accidental listen to the people that day, said her knowing you will regret it in the future, but she'd rather regret reading. So am I so? No, although I am not sure my future will not regret it, because the future is unpredictable, but I think I should not regret. Because my ideal and ABCDx axis y no relationship, and its relationship with money is not much, so I think for me, I haven't much necessary to stay in this school. I am not, of course, is no learning, if it weren't for read, I may not be here don't talk nonsense! I just think I don't need you need to learn in school. What I need is another world, the world is the ideal world -- although the ideal and the reality is always so far.
 
I think I fail is ring off with the ideal.