Silent night, hot weather make me tossing and turning Split Type Air-Conditioner, then alone on the window sill, always look at the others article said how beautiful night scene, feel just apply colours to a drawing the atmosphere at that time, now I slowly realized that beauty, different times, have different memories, memories of different, have different, different, have different feeling...

Put on the headphones, single cycle in those years, look at summer is almost over, the weather is so hot, spring, summer, autumn and winter, I found myself on the lonely autumn, linger in the autumn the leaves on the ground, his autumn drizzle, all love in the autumn, but only because of its share of the lonely scenery, surrounded by a lonely me, think of those years miss people and things, regret it didn't brave decision, with a lot of regret, to recall the past scenes like this, she must be ok now? Do you have a moment think about me? Remember someone once said a words: back to the past, is the fear of the future, I think, I now is in this state, I'm anxious thinking, thinking about thinking about is bored, but such is life, don't want to think about, but it must be to think about it, I later will be? I don't know...

Missed is missed, she became memories, but I can still recall, not completely numb, I don't want to in this life to meet such a her again, that's good to me 200w box mod, that she would cry for me red eyes, that her sharing the same name with her, I think I still can not let go, I think I'm sad...

I smile and smile and tears flowed down, sese taste, at this moment, my heart can't say how sad, really want to really want to smile, but to the corners of the mouth smile to express the bitter, tears as burst the bank, is trying to control top university, but control, cry, cry out may be better? I consoled myself, at this point, I think a lot, listen to the phone in the years, always in my mind, I listen to a song or is myself?